Mystery of Nanhi Si Jaan :)

Hi,
ya i am small as compared to big s/w industry,ya my jaan is described correctly as "nanhi si jaan" as i am striving to preserve the small innocent child inside me in this big mean world,where everyone is fighting to get better appraisals in this cut-throat competition.
There are so many things to mourn upon but i just dont want to waste ur and mine time by indulging in them."Life is beautiful" they say, i agree but thr should be some time to live the way u want,the way u dream,the way u think !
Am i only a robot to finish the work as per the guidelines meeting the deadlines unless and until i am dead...?
"Work is Worship" i dont agree, and whoever agrees do think from our perspective and you will come to know! Recently i had a long discussion with my PM regarding working late nights....rest of the team watching as mere spectators,i always believe in expressing your thoughts, your concerns and your views, the PM says once the money gets flowing you wont feel working late....!!!But dear sir wts the point in earning when u dont have time to spend...!
life has to take its course, its direction and we have to govern it our own way by preserving the innocence we all possess, desires which are deep inside our heart waiting to find thr path in our big money driven world,our dreams which are slowly but surely vanishing from our mind ...!
My God do help me in preserving the small kid inside me as long as I live....since i dont want to be grown up and kill my nanhi si jaan inside me ...:)