The clock had struck 2:15 in the morning when i woke up suddenly. The thought of my reality which has been haunting me for more than 5-6 years has striked again suddenly and i thought about it for 15 mins then slept again.
This is about the reality which is unknown to the world and which cannot be told and its better if it remained untold. Some inner feelings, some real dark part of your life which if revaled will destroy the belief of others on you. The realiy which will destroy you to such an extent that you will never see your face in the mirror. Apart from the dark patches there would be so many unfulfilled desires ,dreams about which nobody has any single ounce of idea.
Sometimes i think when someone dies, dies with him one unknown world , a world where nobody can enter, a bastion where nobody is allowed, the place where the shadow of the self-being too have to take a permission to enter. What happens to the reality of self-being then, I think, it dies too an immature death since it cannot be shared. The question arises : Is the reality of self- being a burden for the individual ?, I think yes, and this is the burden the weight of which cannot be shared with others.
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3 comments:
dont be dishearten dost...nobpody is perfect here on this mortal earth...if there is Yin, there is Yang as well.
I dont know that wat that reality is but as sourav has said, nobody is perfect and I'll simply say sometimes its better to just let all those feelings out, like in this post u have done...U may feel better as I always do...
I agree that once a person or relation dies, with it a whole world die,a part of innerself die.
But life is to move on,one u stop moving, u stop living.
A nice post and above all it gives an outlet to vent off the emotions disguised.
Sourav and deepali have told all that is there about the post and all that i will say is you have become really good and expressing deep emotions from abstract stuff.
Its slowly developing into a style of its own and you are getting pretty good at it :-). Keep up the good work
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